Poem: Botox Happiness

As my writing becomes more real
I start to feel
The things I denied myself

And if I keep living this dream
As hard as it may seem
I'm living on a shelf

If I let the tears flow
eyes stinging
I'd be exposed

As my feelings grow
Self clinging
I destroy the happiness I posed

And if I sit here spilling
My eyes filling
With unexplained tears

The world will cry with me
Emotions set free
We'll be relieved from our fears

So help me
God.. so help me
As I crumble in my pink colored room

Let me breathe
LET ME BREATHE
Let my life resume


In lies disguised as smiles, in my Botox happiness.