Poem: Never Enough

I never know what to expect
No matter how happy I start,
its your main goal to bring me down.
You like to see me down.

So if I act the way I feel,
Just how you want me...
Numb, and motionless,

It isnt enough.
Because you werent there to SEE my downfall.

Expecting perfection is how you get me...
Because I can only do so much at a time,
Ill be busy focusing on one thing to make sure I do it right,

While you set your trap.
And wait for me to fail at another thing,
And I cant keep on forgiving.

And locking it inside my head,
Because all its doing is eating me alive.

And the funniest part of all of this,
Is that not one person knows the full story,
Not even me.