Allie's Journal of Art

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Prose: Old psycho shit

the leaves are changin faster then they can fall
and the fields of gold and red
scream to me secrets of why there dead
its like a punch in the eye, reachin to my brain
and tickling it, making me see shit
i watched this mornin as a pile of leaves
that i built with an hours work to about my height
blew away after a harsh wind
revealing a witch about the size of a small dog
A FUCKING WITCH
ITW AS A FUCKING WITCH
WHAT THE FUCKS A WITCH DOING IN MY LEAf pile
....i dont wanna go outside
these leaves are fucking everyhwere, THERE EVERWHERE
it kneeled down and IT SCREAMED AT ME AND NOCKED ME ON MY ASS
SHE DIDNT SAY SHIT, I DIDNT SEE HER MOUTH MOVE
I DIDNT EVEN SEE HER MOUTH
but she told me to run
and said that i would run till THE MOON DIES
TILL THE STARS STOP SHOWIN ME REASONS TO STOP LOOKIN UP
ITS FUCKED UP, I'VE BEEN RUNNING EVER SINCE
BUT THESE LEAVES BEEN FOLLOWIN ME
and there fucking everywhere, and my brain seems to run faster then me
and i can tell that i've started my fall descent


THERES NO LIGHT AT THE END OF THIS TUNNEL
I DONT EVEN KNOW IF THIS WAS A TUNNEL
where THE fucK AM I!!!!!!!!!!!??????
i swear this mornin i watched the sun
i stared at it as it turned red
AS RED AS STRIPES ON THE EVER-SO-FAMILIAR FLAG
when it did that the fucker winked at meI SWEAR IT DID
IT WINKED AT ME and it DISSAPEARED
EVERYTHING TURNED BLACK
THE MOON EVEn TURNED BLACK
and as it did
I WATCHED AS EACH STAR BLINKED OUT OF EXISTANCE
AND TURNED OFF ALL THE LIGHTS
and just as the last star disappeared
i saw all the leaves that have been chasing me
all vanish at once
and i looked up at that one star
and a small leaf fell on my face
AND EVERYTHING TURNED BACK
JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS SAFE IT CAME FOR ME AGAIN
NOW I DONT KNOW WHERE IT IS BUT I KNOW ITS HERE
and i sit here at a stump, hoping for something good
or even something badI DONT CARE RITE NOW JUST SOMETHING SHOW UP TO TELL ME IM STILL REAL, TO TELL ME IM NOT LOOSING MY MIND, TO TELL ME THE LEAVES ARE NOT FOLLOWIN ME ANYMORE
i'll just sit here
rockin back and forth with my ass on whatever this is underneath me
i cant see nothing, but at least they cant see me

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