Poem: If It Werent For You

Everytime I wish I'd just die already
I simply think the worst
How no one will probably even care
These thoughts aren't the first

I used to think I had friends
But they aren't here now, are they?
And for this breath to be the final
I never knew I could feel this way

Tears and red eyes stinging
Like the carved words in my wrists
I could fade into my own beautiful paradise
Like a crimson flooded bliss

It could mean the end
Or it could be a new beginning
Who knows how it will end
What the future will be bringing

But just this warm touch
This feeling so anew
A hand to hold now
Something I never knew

Maybe I really have someone
A person who understands
Someone to tell me it'll be okay
Maybe just take my hand

Could you chase away these fears?
And hold me just for a little while?
Make these suicidal thoughts leave
Of red on white tile

Just make it go away
Make the pain end
Embrace me while I cry
I don't want to feel this way again

The sensation of a smile
Like your radiating glow
The words could never explain
To let you just know

Thank you
for caring for me like no one else could.